Bismillah irrahman nirrahim....... until now I still remember those events,...... I do not think-I think that......,,, I have won so do not believe that happened against me.... But with the permission of Allah, I have success. This incident occurred when I was 19 years old ... the love story when I leave the universe in half. At that time, say just leave all the universe cannot wait to go back to their villages. This is the daily routine that is often faced by students.... prior to the universe we will leave the final exams... which will assess the extent to which learning understanding by each student.
That's what was said during the trials and challenges of being a student. Leave me a very exciting universe "could be back home" hahhahuuu "" "I think about the universe that I did not return home for two months. After that new universe, I leave back to the village site.
However, I am pleased and not do anything alone. The common assumption of a student arrested feeling, emotion, and assorted other.... huhahhee5.... further during the final examination of scared me.... at the end of the universe two exams, I took the modules and food macrobiologi, food processing and food preservation. And other modules that help the pointer was the religion of Islam, and the English curriculum.
There are many, many modules that I take it,,,.. I am very scared of food preservation module. I think the module is very difficult.... I do not know why I am so scared of the module. I still remember, during the test modules of food preservation, I did not sleep for one day... i’m very afraid that the modules, I read the book non-stop for 24 hours. That module is the most insane....
As long as I live so far, I have never been too worried, scared. I do not know why I am so,,,.... I think I have learned the best in the universe. Although the universe is very busy with a shock that so many lab report to be submitted at the lectures.
These events, I will not forget until whenever. When I think, will think it's shame. Because I am crying in the exam hall and I left right is male. At that time, I do not know what to do. My mind is empty, I cannot think of insane, I lost this assumption, I think my personal best crass. I cannot answer all the questions with the insane. I thought really empty, I was very sad.... God only knows my feelings at this time.
At that time too, I do not think of any person to be saying. I am crying huge, I could not control the emotions that I face, I feel that this module will fail me. I will repeat again this module. While answering the question paper, I have the right target, that I will fail. I had absolutely no hope of passing. I answer many empty. And even if I answer, the answer would of course one reason I answer "" "" uuuuhhhhHHHHH ""........ Very sad.....
The test, conducted on Friday. And the third paper of the four paper. At that time, the spirit I run I have no sense anymore. I am very sad, tession, fruusss!!!!!!,,,, this may be possible, I too worry so carried away to the examination hall. I do not sleep with mixed also worry. And consequently I cannot think rational and wise decisions. That was my first cry in the examination hall, a huge.
But Alhamdulillah, I have graduated and received a grade B in the module. I repeated cried with the success I have obtained. I do not think I will pass very excellent. Although the grade of B is not how, but I was very wrong for mercy, grace... I think I am the most fortunate of all, although the punishment when answering the examination, so it is not so difficult to control emotions. And I on the universal two-pointer increased compared to a universe pointer. Although it is not much but I was able to maintain the discussion "head of the award" Alhamdulillah ..... THANK YOU .... YA ALLAH SWT...........
